I'm feeling a tad anxious these days. For multiple reasons, but the biggest one... our ultrasound is Thursday. Where this is a time that we could hopefully find out what this sweet baby is, it is also the time when we get measurements and see how this sweet pea is doing. I have found myself feeling so anxious and worried. A lot more than before my ultrasound with Kate. I can only reason that I now know what a miracle and a blessing a baby is. And that the Lord has granted us the responsibility to do this twice?? I'm floored. I have had the craziest dreams and the scariest thoughts... the devil is definitely at work (it is really easy to tell my head that... trying to tell my heart to get a grip and to have a bit more faith). I am absolutely asking for prayers for my anxiety and our family. Thank you :)
On a lighter note... I added a poll on the blog. So all of you Google Readers out there, click on over to the page and place your vote. We will hopefully blog about this blessing on Friday after we have told all of our families. Thank you again for your thoughts and prayers!
4 comments:
I can't wait to hear the news!!! Please know you will be in my prayers. Love you:)
We are having our baby next week at the latest so I understand feeling anxious! Good luck the ultrasound is so fun!
I understand your feelings completely! I was more anxious this time too and I do think it's because now you know how much you will love that child. Kate is beautiful by the way! I voted for a boy since that is what we are having. Can't wait to hear!
I totally had crazy/scary dreams leading up to the ultrasound and my blood pressure and heart rate showed my anxiety. I also made repeated phone calls to my family to share my fears and it felt good to talk to someone. Letting the crazy out in small spurts made it more manageable.
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